Day after day..... / Paula Bruckner (Adam's Brokenhearted Momma ) Sometimes Chrissy, as hard as it always it, you wake up one morning and the ache in your heart burns even deeper with the intensity and longing for our lost angels.
Starting last week I started hearing what are you doing for your birthday, are you going out, how are you celebrating etc. Nice sentiments but ones that are no longer applicable to my weary, lonely, grief sticken new life. The well meaning and loving questions became layers upon layers of torment to me as I want to scream out my replies....nothing, why would I want to go out and celebrate, I want to spend my day graveside with Adam since it is the closest I can get to him. Today is so horribly surreal and what do I do? Get ready for work and weather through another sad day. I wish you and Adam would send us signs and let us know that you are both OK, happy and at peace. We all need reminders that you two are free from your troubles and maybe it could diminish our pain on earth while we wait for the day for us all to be reunited.
Halloween Angels / Paula (Adam's Momma) I hope and pray that you and Adam are having a heavenly Halloween fun time.
Play some tricks on us...anything...to let us know that you guys are with us. It's so terribly hard without you in our lives. Easier as time goes on.......? Maybe in some ways as this horrible grief process journey propels us forward, kicking & screaming all the way we can do more but the pain, oh the pain of our loss just keeps on getting deeper and deeper. I'll never understand it. I so wish that our love for our two angels could have saved you. You gave me signs last year Chrissy as I was helping your family w/your 1st fundraiser and it's been ever so long since I have received any signs from Adam. Please, send us ....anything....we long for you. A sign would be a song in our hearts and a balm for our wounded soul. Love & Kisses to you and Adam!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN BEAUTIFUL CHRISSY AND FAMILY / LaRaine Mom To Angel Cynthia Hernandez (friend)
THINKING OF YOU BEAUTIFUL CRYSTAL AND YOUR FAMILY WITH LOVE. MADE THIS SPECIAL GRAPHIC FOR YOU HOPE YOU LIKE IT! LOVE & HUGS SWEETIE...LaRAINE MOM TO MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER CYNTHIA
balloons/ Luanna Tia To DANIEL WHITEHEAD (friend)
Every year we release balloons on nov 2nd for daniels birthday,,this year i would like to release some for my angels,, chrissy will have a beautifull magenta colored balloon with her name on it,,hoping the wind finds its way to you,,,
ALLWAYS WITH RESPECT,,LOVE,,AND THOUGHTS OF YOURE FAMILY
LUANNA
HAPPY HALLOWEEN PRECIOUS CHRISSY / ROSE GRANDMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT
Been a While Chrissy / Erin (Friend)
Hello Beautiful,
it has been a while i know, today as i sit in the office i cannot help but to think of you and the many nights that we spent here studying and cleaning, really miss those days!!! I know heaven is treating you good. I will never forget you!
Hey Christina, its been a while since I've written you. Sometimes MY unhappiness and nerves get the better of me and I cant focus enough to put the words and feelings in print so that I can knowl you really feel them too. Kind of like going to church , I guess, I mean its always there and we know we will always be welcome into our church whenever we get the get up and go to 'just do it' . I know you suffered from nerves and I KNOW how it can slow you down to the point where you feel you cant move. But you were amazing - with all you were feeling, you still ALWAYS found the get up and go to go where you were needed. Whether it was to rescue an animal, help a friend, babysit, come to the hospital and help to keep your cousin alive (i remember it now, and how much of a hard time I gave you and your mom) Well anyway my point is that I was feeling down all summer, but I thought of you each day and prayed and talked to you, I needed to put it down for myself as well as for you to really know how important you are to all of us. Always will be. And to be truthful, I actually feel as if you have heard me and my being able to sit down and do this is the answer from you that "yes, you hear me". So thank you Sweety , you have soo many ppl who are depending on you and looking to you , your work is huge, bigger than you were here, and it always seems to me that you went to a bigger place where you could be as powerful as you needed to. I know your working hard, but I also hope you are having the very sweetest time and so much happiness there.
love and miss you
Goodnight Chrissy... ((HUGS)) to your family... / Angela -. Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor
SLEEP PEACEFULLY IN JESUS ARMS,CHRISSY ........LOVE ALWAYS....irene, mommy to angel KAYLA XAVIER..forever...
Your fundraiser / Paula (Adam's Brokenhearted Momma ) Dearest Chissy,
Your family worked so hard to create a beautiful fundraiser to honor you, their precious daughter, cherished sister and loving girlfriend. I'm sure that there wasn't a dry eye in the house when your parents spoke and the video was shown.
Go to your family darling girl and let them know that you are at peace and watching over them. Please give my boy a hug and kiss from me.
Love,
Paula
Chrissy's Wish / Paula Bruckner (Parents united in grief ) Tomorrow is the big day. I will be there for the dinner. Your family is so wonderful. They honor your memory with a urgent desire to stamp out mental illness.
How my heart breaks over the pain the you and Adam suffered. I can only imagine from my own suffering how alone you felt.
I need to believe that you and Adam are free and finally at peace.
Please ask Adam to send me a sign, it's been ever so long.
September 6, 2006 / Adam's Mama Paula Bruckner (Friends of Mom & Dad ) Dearest Chrissy,
Today is my Adam's 2nd heavenly anniversary. Your Mom and Dad give us so much love and support. We couldn't make it without them.
Open your angel wings my darling girl and fly to my angel Adam.
I would be so ever grateful if you could could bring the gentle breezes to Adam that carries all my love, hugs, kisses and prayers that I heaven send for him.
Do you hear my prayers for you sweet Chrissy -please do for they come your way each and every day!
Have a glorious day with Angel Adam!
Paula
Mornin' Chrissy! / Angela -. Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor
I knew Chrissy because of Jayda / Maryanne Hickey (dog friend )
In 2005 Chrissy contacted me through the League for Animal Protection's helpline which I tend. She and I chatted many times about Jayda, whom she rescued and loved. Chrissy was kind and caring and kept saying that because I helped her so much she'd write my organization a letter telling them so. She kept calling me to apologize that she hadn't written the letter yet, but she finally did and gave a glowing report to my organization about me, which I truly appreciate. What struck me most was Chrissy's empathy, concern and love for Jayda and her sweetness and concern that she thanks me for the help I gave her.
Chrissy and I last spoke in March of 2006. We lost touch and I assumed all was well with her and Jayda. I was just reading the paper and came across the piece about Chrissy's Wish and the Memorial Golf Event. I thought, no, this can't be the Christina Rossi I had the pleaseure of meeting and talking with over the phone, but it is.
I am so deeply saddened by her death. I am very familiar with mental illness and wish her family the best. The website is beautiful, so full of love!!! I hope Jayda is in a good home. If I can help in any way please e-mail me. The world lost a treasure when Chrissy left it.
Thinking of you on your Angelversary beautiful Chrissy, will always hold you in my heart where you will be treasured there forever. With my deepest love & prayer’s to your family on this very difficult day. God Bless with much love LaRaine Mom to my precious Daughter Cynthia
Happy 2 year anniversary in heaven / DI
Well my sweet,
It has been 2 years since you left us and on this day I lost you & half of me. It feels like forever and yesterday all at the same time. I know you are finally happy, so knowing that helps, but just know we are not happy without you... We do our best and celebrate your freedom and happiness but we still miss you sooo much. I know you were around today I felt you there and saw your signs.. I just wish you were here with us. I took Our nephew into the water at nana's And I could feel you right there with us.. I always see him looking at you, I Just know your there. I hope you had a beautiful party in heaven celebrating your freedom. We miss you so much and I cant wait to be with you again.. FLY FREE MY SWEET ANGEL... Until we meet again.. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER! Happy 2 year anniversary in Heaven.
Always,
Your Dearest DI
~ July 25th, 2008 ~ / Garnet/Sister To Sgt. David Dickinson
"I consider that our present sufferings. are not worth comparing with the glory that shall be revealed in us." ~ Romans 8:18 ~
Happy 2nd Anniversary in Heaven / Mom
My dear sweet Chrissy,
Another year is gone, but it's another year closer to you. As the time goes by, I try so hard to move on with my life, and yet, how do I do this without you. My life is for my 4 children and daddy, when there is such a void, it's so difficult to find my life now. I remember the Chrissy who was so full of life, and then I watched the illness take you away, piece by piece. Chrissy, I make you this promise, as long as I am alive, I will work to find a cure so that other people and their families don't have to suffer the way you did and we are now.
I pray you're celebrating your new life with papu, mama, papa, grandpa and aunt katie. Smile baby, your free of the torment, it's your time to have the life you deserved here on earth. You're free to laugh, smile, giggle, play with the animals and be the gymnast you so wanted when you were a little girl. Watch over us all Chrissy, we now have to work each day to get through the good and bad times without you. Please give us a sign today that you are here with us. I Love you Chrissy, until we meet again... Always, Mom
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